Mon, Jan. 17th, 2005, 11:32 pm
I can't figure out why the people who are most important to me hold me in no regard at all.
Oh thats right... I always give something and get absolutely nothing in return. I have a wedding to go to tomorrow. I have no date because my first date decided to go camping then my second date is in Cancun. I am lucky cause I have an awesome roommate who is going to go with me.
Our airconditioning broke so it is super hot in here all the time. I hate super hot.
Today I found a note that my ex-boyfriend wrote in one of my notebooks a long long time ago. Now this isn't one of my regular ex's that I got over and are friends with or aren't but are at peace with it... this is THE EX. Like, the ex of all ex's. We dated for four years and we were so in love. But I went stupid for a while and messed things up. He is a police officer now and I swear in a second I would date him again. But whatever... His note was about the three top reasons we should be together. They made me cry (well, almost... cause I don't really cry).
Fri, Jul. 23rd, 2004, 02:12 am
I love how true those results are!!! ;)
I am grumpy... I am procrastinating and it is making me grumpy. One of my roommates and I decided to try our luck at bingo tonight, and we lost. Booo on Bingo.
I was even double fisting it with the dabbers!! Craziness.
Everytime my Winamp plays a song I don't like I delete it.
I was so excited to see my friends who had been in Europe for like ever!!! Over 6 months seeing beautiful things I can't even imagine. Anyway, I finally got to see them and got so sick from their special weed and the wine James and I shared that I puked for over 2 hours in Daves bathroom. Heheh... it was like I was 18 again.
Three cheers for a 24 year old who can't hold her weed or alcohol.
Boys are dumb anyway. I have one boy who wants to be my boyfriend, and as soon as I tell him maybe he is an asshole. I am not really wanting him to be my boyfriend as I do already have a boyfriend that I love but he is so wrapped up in other thoughts that I think he forgets to think about me sometimes. He is the smartest man alive tho, so I have to forgive him :)
Right now I have a paper due for my summer class and it is a good paper, really interesting to write, but I have writers block and Marc is trying so hard to help me. IT is so cute. He may move back to Windsor, that would be craziness... it would be really really nice to see him everyday. I feel so overwhelmed so often that him and his calmness can always fix things.
I had the worst rugby practice today too... it just really really sucked. I love the sport but I hate when I feel dumb and today my coach made me feel really dumb. I have a game on Saturday but it is at noon, 3 hours away from here. I have to be at a wedding at 530. I am going to be cutting it close.
I miss home.
I am going to end this now... night :)
Want to hear the stupidest story ever??? I am seriously pissed off now... And it is soo freakin' stupid.
There is this girl who asked me to borrow a couple of shirts, now this doesn't happen very often because I am like 6 feet taller then all my friends so not much can fit them... hehe... Anyway, I told her she could, but then I remembered that the shirt she wants to borrow is the one that I plan to wear the very next morning to an event I must attend. The reason it is that it is the nicest shirt I have and I have to look very nice. So I mentioned it to one of my friends that I have to tell her I can only lend the other girl one of the two shirts she wants and instead of just thinking nothing of it, she calls the girl who wants to borrow the shirt to say that she can't have it because I don't trust her with it. Nice... very nice... so now my friend is mad at me, and won't believe my explanation and this is so stupid.
On a more positive note it is my birthday on the 27th... yay!!! And I get to go home and see my boy, and I get to re-unite my dog with her dad cause she misses him... and I get to see my family and get out of Windsor cause I am kinda sick of it right now. Anyway, it is late and I am tired so goodnight all... just wanted to vent.
Sat, Mar. 13th, 2004, 01:31 am
So today was a good day but also kinda sad. And actually kinda bad. I had to be on the train at 6am (which meant waking up at 5am) to be back in the t-dot for my hair appointment. I have crazy ass hair that I only trust one hairdressor to cut. So I get to the place nad they didn't have my appointment booked... but that didn't matter because my hairdressor was sick!!! I trusted another lady at the same place and althougth I am not forced to wear a hat for the next 3 months I have a feeling the women she usually cuts hair for are all in their 30's or 40's but seriously stuck in the 1980's. It is a good thing that I LOOOVEE retro.
Marc dropped Lady off tonight and she has no idea why he left her. We went for a nice walk outside and he hung out here as long as he could but then he really had to go. Our family is broken and I don't like it. I can't believe how sad I am that he left. But like, he was only here a little bit. Oh well... poor lady. I love my dog tho... I think she is better with me. But he was so sad and she is so sad.