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Mon, Jan. 5th, 2004, 01:22 am
What Sign of Affection Are You?

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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This is SOOOO MEEEE!!!! :)

Sat, Jan. 3rd, 2004, 09:33 pm
'Which Placebo Album Are You?

HASH(0x88feb70)
"Strange infatuation seems to grace the
evening tide..."


Without You I'm Nothing. You are the post-coital
comedown album, personifying the feeling after
the party has ended. Love has hurt you very
deeply. It seems that everyone you love leaves
you; as a result you are sad and depressed.
You question the meaning of life again and
again, but you can never find it. That makes
you even more sad and depressed. Most people
say that you're their favourite Placebo album.
You tend towards ballads, exploration of
thought, and storytelling.


The Quintessential 'Which Placebo Album Are You?' Quiz
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Sat, Jan. 3rd, 2004, 09:10 pm

I miss Marc... I was supposed to go there tonight but I am not ready to go back yet. I have added NO MORE PROCASTINATION to my list of New Years Resolutions.
Here are a few I have come up with so far:
1. Take out the trash...
2. Draw lines, lots of lines, pretty lines...
3. No More Ex Boyfriends
4. No More Caring About The Ex's Of My Boyfriend
5. See if Procastination can fly because it is going out the
window
6. Go out more
7. Make a study schedule and stick to it
8. Keep Rugby training a number 1 priority
9. Eat all the food in my freezer before buying any more
10. Not cry everytime I have to throw something out/give to
Salvation Army/give to a friend... etc. I have way too
much stuff and it is time to face the fact that I CANNOT
keep it all
11. Make more time for my boy
12. Walk Lady every night for at least 1/2 hour
I think I can do it!!!

Fri, Jan. 2nd, 2004, 10:21 pm
Disappointments...

Tonight we went for dinner on the Danforth to this awesome greek restaurant. It was Andrea, Scott, Trevor and me. It was so nice, but very weird. See, Andrea and Scott are all good and having their baby and getting married and moving in together... and Trev and I? Nothing. And you can tell it is still kinda hard for him to be with me in situations like that. Although he had a good time. It is really hard for me to be with him in situations like that. His brother just got engaged too...
Being a cop has made him bitter tho.
K, I can't write anymore.

Thu, Jan. 1st, 2004, 10:14 pm
My LiveJournal Sitcom

My LiveJournal Sitcom
Being mishkamichelle (SHOWTIME, 1:00): mishkamichelle (William Shatner) learns a card trick from detroitgoth (Harvey Keitel). In the next town over, anothernut (Ana Gasteyer) accidentally scratches intharms0fsleep (Sela Ward)'s favorite baby photo. Later, rugbygurl (Willem Dafoe) convinces detroitcityclub (Fred Astaire) to buy a grapes. The week after, luna_royal_oak (Christian Slater) and igun (Bruce Lee) try out for a volleyball team. Soon afterwards, poloemily (Billy Crystal) marries rottengrrl (Bob Goldthwait)'s hairdresser. Hilarious results follow.
What's Your LiveJournal Sitcom? (by rfreebern)

Mon, Dec. 22nd, 2003, 11:41 pm
Home for the holidays...

I went to New Market last night and saw Lord of the Rings. I told Marc that I can't go back because that place is tainted for me. He said that I was there first and it is ok... Whatever... I never liked New Market anyway. Trevor had family there and I used to go and visit them with him. My cousin and aunt lived there for the longest time. I have family in Oakridges still but I am glad there is no more in NM. I am sleepy, Marc and I were up kinda late.. hehe.. then he woke me up very early. I got a bit of a nap in before I had to go but I have been crazy tired all day. I was so tired that he offered to drive me to my dentist appointment, which is an HOUR away, because he was afraid of the state I was in. I slept hte whole way there and the whole way back, stayed a bit longer, then went home.
Marc used to work at this fast food place during breaks from school and his ex still works there. She told him that they didn't want him back, then his other ex who also works there told him that the first girl was a freak and of course they wanted him back. I told him if he steps foot in that place I would be gone for good. Too Jerry Springerish for me.
I haven't got any of my marks back yet and I wish I could because I am really nervous.
K, I am going to make this an early night.

Sun, Dec. 21st, 2003, 05:03 am
What Kind of Sexy Are You?

elegant sexy
You're ELEGANT sexy! You have a tasteful style,
that not only draws attention to you, but gives
you respect. Your style is more graceful than
that of others.


What kind of sexy are you? [For girls only! With Pics! Finally Finished!]
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Awww... Marc called the other night just to say he thought I was sexy. That was kinda nice. Then this guy I barely know msn'd me saying he was thinking about my smile and how sexy it made me. That was weird.
I don't think I am sexy at all but it made me smile anyway. I feel so gross lately. I haven't really worked out much because of exams so I went from rugby practice 3x a week and games at least once a week to got to the gym 4-6x a week to absolutely nothing... ewww... I put on weight.

Sun, Dec. 21st, 2003, 04:09 am
Mississauga Bound!!! (finally)

I should be sleeping... I have to get up in 1 hour and 51 minutes to drive in my sunfire to my home where my parents and sister and friends are awaiting me. I was supposed to leave yesterday but I just couldn't do it. I am kinda excited now.
My Aunt Susie is in a wheel chair and paralyzed on her left side because of a stupid doctor not realizing that she needed a CAT Scan after falling at work. This happened a long time ago, like maybe 13 years ago, when she was only 32 years old. But it ruined her marriage and now she has to have 24 hour nursing care and can't do a lot of stuff... She is luckier then a lot of people tho, the doctors wanted my Grandma to take her off of life support because they said she would be a vegetable forever... She is DEFINITELY not a vegetable. She can even use the internet now and although she has no short term memory and can't really think before she speaks I think it makes it even better cause she was sooo kick-ass funny before the accident, now she is hilarious.
Anyway, I make her CD's now of her favourite songs and bring them when I go home to visit. I forgot this time to make it and I am so tired. I was freaking out cause I have been so frustrated all day and that just pushed me over the edge... but because of Marc I am still here. He told me to send him the song list and he downloaded all the songs and said by the time I visit him tomorrow the CD will be made. He is so sweet.
I am kinda happy about visiting tomorrow. We are going to see Lord of the Rings - The Return of the King. It is fitting because we saw all the LOTR's together and I am glad that we are back to being good with each other so we could see it together this time. I don't think it would be right any other way.
Lady knows that we are going somewhere... she has been excited all night. I love my dog. She is my best friend. She follows me everywhere...
Awww... My friend Peter just called... he is so funny. He wanted to make sure I was ok cause like driving at 5am is a problem for some people. I think I might just drive now.
k, I am out

Sat, Dec. 20th, 2003, 04:09 am

Marc is home and so far so good. I don't really like when he gets high cause I am afraid he is going to start getting high all the time and lose it like before. A lil' weed now and then is all good... but with him it is different. He scares me and I think he scares himself even more when he is high.
I went to the bar and found myself wondering if he would show up. I knew he wouldn't, but I kept looking at the door. Shannon and I had a freakin' great time tho. We went to Rush, then Big DIcks, then Twig and Berries, then The Liqour Box. The same guy owns the last 3 mentioned... can ya tell? We hootched it up a bit. Shannon had asked earlier if she was showing too much cleavage and I said, you can never show too much cleavage... we are both quite well endowed if ya catch my drift. I had a few drinks and had some bought for me. I haven't had to pay for drinks in at least the last 4 or 5 times going out so I didnt really feel any pain paying tonight.
The guy that tried to take me home a few weeks ago was there... Wow, he is hot. I thought he was ugly that night and now I am kinda kicking myself for not going through with it... hehe.. no not really. Even tho he is hot, lines like "I can make you soo wet" just don't do it for me if we haven't even kissed yet. He is a bouncer at one of the bars I went to and as soon as he saw me he ran and told all his friends something that had to do with me cause Shannon saw them point. I wonder what they said... at least I know I didn't do anything :)
Lady and I are going home soon. I have 2 papers to finish first. I think I am hiding from Christmas. Windsor is cool tho... maybe I will stay forever.
Shhh... don't tell marc but I have been sending out his resume to computer places in detroit so he can move back and be with me... He was my best friend for 5 years. No matter what happens, I can't forget what he was there for me for. He was there when my God-mother was murdered, he was there when I had crazy-ass boyfriends who did things to my mind that still hurt to think about. He was there when I got my hair straitened for the first time, and when I got Lady and when I dropped a jar of applesauce on my laptop and it cracked the screen and I was really pissed.
K, goodnight all.

Wed, Dec. 17th, 2003, 06:23 pm
Undecided

The last few days have been interesting to say the least... a lil' emotional, a lil' harder then usual, but interesting. ligh moved out yesterday. For good? Forever? I donno. It is just really sad. Lady keeps going into the empty room and looking around. She doesn't understand. I can't sleep either. I have 2 papers due tomorrow but my mind is so unfocused I can barely write this entry. I had to deal with a mouse in the house... poor mouse.
Last night I took a girl from my rugby team out for her 19th bday cause all her other friends had gone home for Christmas but she was still stuck in rez for a late exam. The guy working the bar paid for our first two rounds of drinks then a few of my friends bought her drinks for her bday. As we were going to leave I ran into the president of our student council, UWSA. His name is Rob and I am on a few committees with him and worked with him planning frosh week for this year. He decided it was his goal to get Jenna very drunk and proceeded to spend a ridiculous amount of money. It was nice though, because he was just doing it to be nice, not because he had any intentions of going home with anyone as he has a girlfriend whom he loves. After the bar we went to the casino then for an "early" breakfast. I got home at 5.
I had soooo much fun but as soon as I walked in the door I was scared and had to sleep on the couch. Lady slept on the same couch as me which was kinda uncomfortable, but nice. I was late for work but whatever... It was our Christmas party and I wasn't in a xmas mood today. I still haven't even started my shopping.
I am going to end this here with thoughts so far-reaching into my head that I don't even know where I am today. Nothing feels real.
I saw the sadest story today posted all over the news. It isn't even that sad, as it is more anger-encouraging, but it is about a car crash where two teens were speeding and it made me cry. I donno why exactly...

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